Loyalty
by S.C.Cullen
As watery sun rises
ayont the tied cottages
owa thor.
Bess can barely see though the driving rain
that drenched her path.
She yaans her third hoor
heaving the pan
tiv warm his nibs netty bowl
with young Agnes -
this new femmer lass
who’s faalen wrang by his nibs
- but lost the bairn.
This lass who’s smaal girth canna bear the weight
causing the pan to cowp
- a tide to swell
and lap boiling water
that drenches the lass’s piny
and causes Bess to twist
and wince against her sciatica
to heave the pan in a gasp
back onto the heavy stove.
It’s weight more than her new grand bairn
born within a year of her neenth
now lying deed and caad
aside his five gone siblings
Bess reaches for a cloot to wipe her braa
‘Divvent worry, pet lamb!
Sit doon on’t cracket by the stove.’
She reaches oot
her arms wobbling their warmth towards the lass
gently touching her bony back
that bears both loss
and the relief.
Bess’ touch warns of endless years
of graft
and boiling burns
this fresh kitchen labouring lass
will yet see
- unless his nibs tek agin her,
aaa’ oot a sight, favooring another bit of skirt
‘Aa’l wipe it!
Get aaa’ owa thor’
She nods to the stove.
‘And tret yootself to a left owa tatie, hinnie’
She smiles a weary sigh
nodding to the pile beneath the waxed paper.
She taalies the lang list agin
- time ticking towards Peter, the Butler,
Come to say she’s wrang agin
Bess glances owa the windaa’.
The sheets have turned to mizzle.
Bess senses Peter is nigh.
Then hears steps plodging
through the rain.
As the door opens
she looks at Agnes
-knowing where Peter’s loyalties lie
So she points at the encrusted pan that weighs as much as the young lass
‘Can yee wish the clarty pan by the chimley’
Agnes nods and whispers ‘Aye.’
Pushing herself off the stone top
Bess heaves resentment back into her heavy breast
And stands her full five foor,
wiping hands on her smudged sark.
She lashes a smile across her weary face
to greet her foe.
‘Yee areet?’
He barely deeks her wa’
She tries agin.
‘Clammin, marra?’
She nods towards the taties.
Agnes drops her gaze and
slips aaa’, scuttling away with her open secret
as the gadgie frumps his privilege
-and his master’s shame -
onto the cracket
and reaches for the scran
that Agnes daren’t tek
Geordie translation:
Geordie is one of the oldest British dialect s spoken in and around Newcastle
ayont - beyond
owa thor - over there
yaans -yawns
hoor - hour
tiv - to
netty bowl - potty
femmer - fragile
fallen wrang - fallen pregnant
bairn - child
smaal - small
canna - can’t
cowp - tip
bairn - child
neenth - ninth
deed - dead
caad - cold
cloot - cloth
braa - brow
oot - out
graft - hard work
tek agin - take against
aaa’ not - away out
favooring - favouring
aa’l - I will
aaa’ owa thor - get over there
tret yootself - treat yourself
owa tatie - potato over there
hinnie - term of affection
taalies - checks
lang - long
agin - again
wrang agin - wrong again
owa - over
windaa - window
mizzle - drizzle
nigh - near
plodging - wade through water
yee wish - you wash
chimley - chimney
aye - yes
foor - four
sark -
yee areet - you alright?
deeks her wa - looks her way
agin - again
clammin, marra - hungry friend?
taties - potatoes
aaa’ - away
gadgie - old man
cracket - stool
scran - food
daren’t tek - dare not take